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| Honestly i have to say i am glad xmas is over i mean working at walmart during xmas was crazy. I mean crazy people go nuts if we are out of a certain toys and if i tell them to come bk the next day they blow up man! I am glad i got my xmas shoppin done way before dec lol. Things are getting better for us as for getting married we decide to put it on hold since we had a crazy month with family and work didnt have enuf time to do anything expect come home to eat and relax. But as jan is coming up working out is going to be starting soon i am hoping this new excrise will help me out more but i have someone who going to be helping me out a lot and i do totally trust him so will see how it goes a big boy to a good size guy lol dont kw how long it will take but i am going to stick to it and my girlfriend is going to be on my side and i also have my family on my side. So will have to get used to working and working out but i am hoping the working out part would be more fun. | | |
| ohh hey havent post for awhile been busy with work, i been working at walmart for the last 8 months which has been going great, mmm the big news of this is i am going to get married this december we have decide to get married and we decide we going to do this at the courthouse we ofc do want to have a wedding but the thing is we dont have that much of money so we decide we going to get married in courthouse and get it all over with u kw? i am pretty excited abt this i kw i want to spend rest of my life with her. Yeah other thing my mom coming in town december for xmas which would be great we thinkin abt having her there for the courthouse wedding but will see when we get to that point we are thinkin abt having a bbq for family and friends havent decide yet like a "finally got married party" lol dont kw yet will have to dicuss with my family but will see when we get there. finally abt time i post will try to post more but as xmas is coming up work is going to get more busy and more overtime yay! lol | | |
| finally got a new apartment will be moving in a week or 2 closer to my work and will be living with my kids and woman again which is making me much happier cuz i need them in my life living without them sucks big time, And it is much closer to work where i can just walk to work instead of riding the city bus and waking up at 730 and leave by 9 which is getting me tired but moving there will be much better for me :). Workin at walmart is going great it keeps me busy unlike my old job where i sit on my ass all day doing paperworks it is tiring work at walmart but it is always the same kind of jobs no different works everyday just pretty much the same stocking gotta go to work ugh peace out | | |
| I dont know it seem lately as i am "growing up" or getting older the distance between me and my kids and raquel too make me miss them more and more. I been missing them a lot yeah, when they go home it hurts i want to get a home for us for me raquel and the kids and just stay there for awhile. It has been struggle with the job cuz as exhausted i am i kw i have to work for the kids i have to earn money and i also have to fight my body cuz it seem like my body doesnt want to work cuz it is not used to it but oh well it has to accept it and adjust lol, my body adjust is going to be awhile. I love this job even tho boss are jerks, all they care abt is themself, i notice they have this sign said we are one big happy family, it make me laugh cuz it is not one big happy family is all fueds, it like a sibs rivialry to get mommy and daddy attention. Which is lame azz but i guess i have to get used to it since it is the working world. Trying to get myself in shape but with work and walking to the bus and etc i get too tired i get home and talk with raquel find out how the kids are doing and then shower and flop on the bed and be asleep for work tmw, i am working tmw on saturday whyyyyy! ohh yea cuz i am a rookie or whatever they call a new worker. But the impt thing for me right now is job, job is what everyone need, i plan to stay with this job and go bk to skool plan to go to communtiy college, not now but later when it more stable, go to skool for what i am not sure yet i just want to get dgree in something that will provide my family with money, when will i make a decision abt skool i dont know, i just need to really take a general class and get bk in the swing and from there see what is out there, i kw my dream is history but will have to see, what exactly in history do i want to be that what i need to explore more, i love reading it it like i can replay it in my head that what got me hooked on it, so i am blabbling i guess but i like to talk but dont have time to talk to friends i do see some old faces at walmart i mean customers that some of them from pdsd who graduated, some of them kids who i saw in elemarty bk then when i was in high skool. Time go by fast one of that kid came up to me and ask me how u got shorter i was like what the hell is his promblem i told him ugot older and grew up....... But other than that i do bump into few people occasionly some family old friends and etc but ahh i better get going i need to take a shower and get some sleep i am pretty tired i kw no one will read this lol cuz it tooo long lol well just want to pour out how i am feeling today soo the ewok said peace out :) | | |
| Well i have been working a lot lately and i am exhausted dont even kw if i am off tmw. I dont even kw if she is coming this weekend for me to go do applications for apartments, i wish my life could be more easier for me but it seem like it not going down that path. I am just frustrated cuz i am plannin on getting apartment and it seem like she is out to piss people off or something. Right now i am just working my ass off but i am just too tired to handle the promblem she is causing and i am just too tired to do anything at this moment. Right now i am just tired have to go to work in 3 hours havent had a break yet i think i am off tmw wed and thurs 3 days off ugh | | |
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